suicide
I felt restless and agitated all morning and then I realized it was October 30th. The day that my papa died.
I know he struggled with depression, I'm aware of the battle he had. I understand the physical and the issues related. I am very sensitive to that.
However, the spiritual was very much involved. When he turned his back on God and walked out on my mom & me, he knew he was choosing to live for himself. He was a very smart man but was listening to his carnal nature. The enemy had a mark on him and instead of reconciling with God and being a bloodline breaker, he chose the dark path. Which opened the door to the demonic. Spirits of depression, torment, and suicide....which led him to eventually shoot that gun into his brain to end his misery.
The month of October was always hard for him. Suicide was always at the door knocking. Why? The demonic is allowed to roam & play more that month due to the occultic practices this time of year and the world's acceptance of all the nasty - yes, that does include Halloween. It is not a holiday.
Suicide is real. Please contact organizations like The Hope Line if you are having suicidal thoughts.
The spiritual realm is real. Time for Christians to stop playing with demons. Stand up and be a bloodline breaker for your family.
Choose today who you will serve. As for me and my family, we will serve the Lord.
That is all.